Sunday, November 14, 2010

I get so weak in the KNEES

If its true what Robert Deniro said in a Bronx Tale about you only get three loves in a lifetime then I have exhausted mine thus the reason why I write because I cant stop loving that. I know it is my way of making music and I never knew until like ten years ago and I just kept on practicing. Now words sound out rhythmically when I put them down and I get chills when I read them back to myself. Thats how love should make you feel..they are carefully chosen or just spewed from some emotional center. Thats whats going on right now...spewing from an emotional center because I am feeling myself right now and I aint on nobodies e pill.
Hell today I am writing rhythmically trying to stay on task since I have a writers circle forming at my home by the bay tomorrow. When I went to Hampton it was the Home by the Sea and extension of me...I love Virginia its for lovers.

Thats where i first made love but this story aint about that it is about the love child that was born, the sacrifice and regaining life finding your greatest potential through it all without need needing or the dependency. I got it today! I am so spurred with creativity that little lag I had earlier in the week is gone. So I am blogging daily, journaling personally and creating that outline to form into that synopsis and giving attention to my first love because it was my first love who told me to write. Guess who? Im writing baby Im writing...this love letter to my love.

Oh life is a wonderful metaphor and I love critics now because I used to hate them but now I know how to deal with it. Correctively, dont ever feel like you cant when you can...Iknow that you can because all you have to do is believe and also enhance but am I getting off track it is like being timid with love. Scared to love to dive right in like most men are not women though so we sacrifice more than they do...thats a theme but we aint talking about that right now...we are talking about writing right now and that is what we will be doing constantly. Paint yourself out the corner and so glad I chose to get out of my box and explore the world taking that change to love and be FREE! For REAL DOE!!!!

Love YOU!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Whoa!!

I have been watching some film now....I dont know if I can actually stop watching at this point at the speed I am going. I am reading critics and watching all types of genres and things. It is fun I must say. Animation has been quite amusing and even cartoons are the greatest right about now. I have to write about these things and learn some more constantly. I am doing all this to just write. I have plenty of ideas as I organize my thoughts daily, a note here a conversation here. I have to journal those things we talk about. You must know they make for great scene stories. I used to not even listen, how arrogant of me. I didnt know what the fck people were talking about. I do now, there issues and sometimes it is an enlightening conversation or uplifting even. When do you tune out from childhood.

I know this I definitely tuned out but I am tuned in now. Listening to everything so beware. I might just hear you from far away. I am trying to telepathically listen to all your brain waves because everything you say really does matter. WE must know that all of us are really truly connected and can make use of each other in some way shape or form. That is why I am trying to form this film and get it all done in one big spill. I can dig it! My friends are busy I see doing all the great things that they do and I am so proud we are an inspiration. That was a shout out!

...now what was the last thing I watched. Oh Pocahontas it definitely supports the the hegomony mainstream. I found some research material that supports that and as I was watching it it definitely was a retelling of history. Disney tends to do that retell history in a romanticized, fictitous sing songy kind of way. Kids just watch and parents just feed it. I tend to dialogue thereafter but with my girl I am letting her live in an imaginary world, until she asks those questions. Naturally she wants to protect the earth and not conquer it. I just couldnt believe this one was so blatant information against the Native Americans. They have very little justice in this film or Brother Bear, well of course Brother Bear is just about the Bears. Pocahontas is just about the colonizers and their redemption.

You know what I prefer the Incredibles!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

MOVIES Movies and More MOVIES!!

Now Hear This!!

The movies are taking over and we shall see the real ATOMIC BOMB! Dont be afraid when the political warlords come marching through to tell us about this ATOMIC BOMB! The real ATOMIC BOMB is film and we should all know that truth. Stay focused and pay attention because alot will cross your screen. It is hard to know everything but you must when you watch film. So we have to do alot of catching up. Movies Movies and More Movies there are alot to see because they are being made and I will tell you about the ones I watch.

It is just like cake the good ones are what we love and to know the good ones you have to eat the good ones and sometimes there is just too much cake. And a baker has to know all the ingredients too. I wont get off track this is about film right? So you are keeping up as the ideas are now beginning to manifest. WE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN! I know just think about it its just like 1...2...3. This bomb is ticking look now. We have music, poetry, paintings and let me see. Oh never mind this is film.

We have to watch it and we must know it because there are all kinds of messages. How do we find it? Analyze that. Its everywhere all over the world and it can take you to the moon even. Just pay attention. There is nothing to be afraid of if we just listen and be open because it is enormous. Gigantic it has to be atomic. I mean how many movies come out weekly. How many have been made? Where are they all seen? How can we see them all? Where are the film exhibits exactly?

I will teach you to deconstruct this bomb baby. I love to talk film. It is some interesting stuff and something we all should know for life science and our biological makeup. The bridge to the artist and scientist. But that is too deep I know I got you focused. Deep focused. First term I must explain.

The long shots and great lengths we find in film make for a pretty picture truly vivid with colors and allures. That is poetic and divine all at the same time. If its good you follow me? It started years ago as one constructed his first camera. Now there are The Red, Digital, HD to breakdown any film with the same advance technique. Wow. A movie can be a film can a film be a movie. Nope. That is in my opinion but that is all this is and you can give yours too. Add your comment and keep on reading real criticism with real effect from different perspectives all over the world. It's everywhere...