I got a new hat my granddaddy's ole hat!

My grandmother sent Pops ole hat to the house over the weekend. I looked at it after my son gave it to me. I didnt know wht to do with it at the time or how to wear it but I knew I would keep it just because it was Pops something special you know. I was blessed with many gifts over my lifetime and I am so happy to have had them. My special gift culminates all my gifts which makes me even more thankful but figuring out how to use it was the huge dilemma. Since I got it, I couldnt give it up. So I kept it and kept playing with it until I become a master at it, if ever.
Just like I did that ole hat cause I picked it up at the end of the weekend and started wearing it and guess what it is the flyest...! Has inspired a whole look for me and I know I can do it. Thats just what my favorite gift of a lifetime did for me and guess what you will never believe who gave it to me. You probably know him but it is all mine so I wont tell. I love him for that. Thats all Imma say and know it aint my kids..shit I got to share them niggas. This belongs to me and I try and take care of it everyday from now on cause its MINES.
Its worth its weight in gold Got to nurture it you know since it belongs to me, once you know how to use it, USE IT its URS. If you know from the gate then thats wonderful too. See cause the friend that gave it to me was a gift just for that. oh yes he was. I could hardly believe it once I found out because he was gone now but thats just how it goes sometime.
Oh no I didnt cry I just smiled as he left. I knew we would always be together because of what he gave me see that was our secret baby. He could have had it another way but I said no to that and I got this....And chile it was the best gift I ever had. See I told you I done got a lot of things, consider my self lucky you know, know what to accept. But you know we all got gifts and we got lots of people that give them to us if we accept them. See I accepted mines and I am glad I did too! 'U better take yours...B4 it leaves! Write.

How they do dat dere?

Been writing and writing and feel like it might take forever...but I been to forever and back. I continue to seek inspiration and life definitely gets better. I cant complain at all its all good here been doing it working hard, staying focused and coming a long way in life. This technology is amazing and I am glad to be connected. I am so proud of my family and friends and I believe it could only get greater. Just stay on task! I didnt really know how it might all turn out after the birth of my last son but it has been a smooth transition and delivery just trying to get my mommy mind back although it will never be the same. I dont think...anyway I am getting back connected with the universe although I am worlds away. Staying up with my goals and those things that I should be staying on top of. Life is splendid and I love everything that I am into. I guess this is an early thank you note to a great year. I have learned so much and I do remember this time last year. It was only the beginning! My winter snow baby! :)) If only you knew but we moving forward in life time and space cause we here now and we cant stop. So where are we going no one knows but we all should show up and stay connected positively! Peace and Love into your life!

Length of Loving You...

Sometimes you just got to let it go....I mean people get mad the earth doesnt stop. People stop calling the earth doesnt stop. People stop acknowledging the earth doesnt stop. People stop loving you someone else will. Thats just life. In all things there is a time and we must recognize that. The time that begins and ends things but your time with yourself never ends and that is precious. More precious than its weight in gold. Weight was the word that my Aubrey spelled when he was supposed to spell weigh. WEll I have been weighing and then I evaluated my weight and valuability to this world and those that are in my realm. I am a pretty hefty person but no need in giving when it really aint deserved that is what we should all remember. It is ok to love and we love in all kinds of ways. The weight that we have measures the amount of love that we give and that is just what we have to remember about ourself and turn it inward to draw what we are deserved. I think that is beautiful but the focus is the key. WE cant lose focus or sight on these things.
Thus we must stay persistent in our goals and not push anything out of reach due to what we get sidetracked with. Anyhow the world is still moving and things revolve and evolve thats a wonderful thing. Death is the only thing promised and no one knows. So get to moving and know there will be many things to love so love it to the fullest because one never really knows how long. True Story....