Well...I been chugging along and last night I just had to stop. I couldnt get out another idea because my character was just not ready to move. As the writer I just have to be there, you know. I mean ready with my computer, paper, pencil and or pen. I have to time mangage and do all my mental and physical exercises so everything runs succintly. I have to stay on the grind stone all the time and be very exact with everything. But they say more than every thing prepare by knowing your character and know their story. I been picking up players all along. Found a real good one yesterday a deceptive one. I was hating the thought but she adds insight and thought provoking shit. I hate her actually but someone will love her.
Next so she is going to gain success through media. Success or fame which one should it be I cant decide. I am happy with success but its somethign about fame that is enticing. I just have to have...It is definitely power but who really wants to deal with that. It just calls though so I have to decide by the end if my character will have fame. More than likely she will. I could see her famous. SHe just better get what she deserves thats all Imma say. Will there be someone significant in her life? Good question...I would say maybe maybe not. Who knows remember the story is all about her and so she might like this path just because it will be all about her.
I want that to be bitter sweet though, what can you learn from that ladies and gents too of course. The dualities have to be clear but anyhow none too deep today just skimming the surface and trying to get them next three to six pages out today! If I do Im good...
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
"Sarra" Short for Sarraounia
Anti Hero, Life is Tremendous and Interesting.
Protagonist is Loved and Loathed.
They Accent The World, They have Lots to Learn from.
Because the Hero is Selfish and doesnt know it. They are able to luck up on any circumstance and they are always seeking a Thrill in Life and they know how to live it to the fullest no matter what CIRCUMSTANCE.
The ups and downs, highs and lows able to communicate with ANYONE. To BE Successful...
Independently Successful.
We laugh, We Admire and WE are AMused by their Worlds.
We hope for their Love and Success which is not Easy.
We are Afraid of them Failing.
Death. Stagnation. Misunderstanding. Missing the Calling.
Finding Love thru all the Ups and Downs...She is so Focused.
Unable to fulfill The Calling.
People.
Harder Challenges with People.
People Mess it up but The Anti Hero needs to understand them in order to MAKE IT to the Finish....Sidetracking, Lying, Cheating, Deceiving, Undermining, Discouraging and Stealing.
They cant live a happy more sound life with out fulfilling their greatest gift.
To Write a Book about Life.
A child is born and the AntiHero Moves to a NEw city!
Yes a deadline to make a huge move and get on the scene...To make a Movie. All Star Weekend!
Lack of Money and Support.
They seem to keep being distracted by people and their lives interfering with Hers through Thoughts.
Focusing. Staying on Task and Time Managing which does not have a place for LOVE>
Love Focus makes it unattainable.
Yes it can be Evaded if she detaches totally and focuses only her priority with her child.
Never forgotten because it is necessary, but it can be solved peacefully and she needs to figure it OUT.
THE MOTHERS. A New Network. Her Family.
That everything will Show up Ontime. She will lose Love. They dont know that she wants independent success anyway andit is actually a help to be unattached. They dontknow about the secret desires.
Cause her to move out of her element. Threaten her infrastructure and dampen the spirit.
The attention she gets naturally. Defaming her character and using her selfishness against her.
HEr pitfalls are misunderstood and causes resentful feelings.
YES Jealousy, Growth and Commitment to Thorough Relationships.
How she becomes and moves as a mother focused and Determined.
She will not allow anyone into her world. She demands too much.
She is left alone and loses her Love...She has to go at life alone.
Her friends surround her and encourage her tremendously.
She feeds her ideas and gives her tools to keep on going.
Sarra loves and loathes her father it is what some might say love hate.
She hates and loves his stubbrornness. The father had common sense and controlled mentally.
Her mother had book sense. She couldnt control her and she knew her world was GREAT! She would have to bow down to her Mother.
Her one brother is aloof she loves him so much but he is like her mother distant but close. They both seem omnipresent.
Overprotected but not sheltered. They felt affection as children and this is why they are so secure and self assured.
Working Class. The economic status was poor. Religion is important.
Politics hold the backgrond and influence of whereever you are.
Sarra is slow witted, book smart and good common sense. Intellectual and Street Smarted.
She knows she is smart but knows she is slow witted and that is her duality.
Slow deliberate conversation really goodlistener but can drift and become dreamy sometime.
Love school and everything about it!
Always involved in school!
Connected but not interested only wanted to be in the club and get things done.
She has a law degree.
She is the editor for the New Yorker.
Wants to only write scripts and shoot movies needs to at least option a script.
Travels regularly. Learns cultures abroad and makes new friend for her Global Society Column.
hER DEEpest diisillusion is love in the princess and king world that has yet to exist in her society properly.
The Movie
Protagonist is Loved and Loathed.
They Accent The World, They have Lots to Learn from.
Because the Hero is Selfish and doesnt know it. They are able to luck up on any circumstance and they are always seeking a Thrill in Life and they know how to live it to the fullest no matter what CIRCUMSTANCE.
The ups and downs, highs and lows able to communicate with ANYONE. To BE Successful...
Independently Successful.
We laugh, We Admire and WE are AMused by their Worlds.
We hope for their Love and Success which is not Easy.
We are Afraid of them Failing.
Death. Stagnation. Misunderstanding. Missing the Calling.
Finding Love thru all the Ups and Downs...She is so Focused.
Unable to fulfill The Calling.
People.
Harder Challenges with People.
People Mess it up but The Anti Hero needs to understand them in order to MAKE IT to the Finish....Sidetracking, Lying, Cheating, Deceiving, Undermining, Discouraging and Stealing.
They cant live a happy more sound life with out fulfilling their greatest gift.
To Write a Book about Life.
A child is born and the AntiHero Moves to a NEw city!
Yes a deadline to make a huge move and get on the scene...To make a Movie. All Star Weekend!
Lack of Money and Support.
They seem to keep being distracted by people and their lives interfering with Hers through Thoughts.
Focusing. Staying on Task and Time Managing which does not have a place for LOVE>
Love Focus makes it unattainable.
Yes it can be Evaded if she detaches totally and focuses only her priority with her child.
Never forgotten because it is necessary, but it can be solved peacefully and she needs to figure it OUT.
THE MOTHERS. A New Network. Her Family.
That everything will Show up Ontime. She will lose Love. They dont know that she wants independent success anyway andit is actually a help to be unattached. They dontknow about the secret desires.
Cause her to move out of her element. Threaten her infrastructure and dampen the spirit.
The attention she gets naturally. Defaming her character and using her selfishness against her.
HEr pitfalls are misunderstood and causes resentful feelings.
YES Jealousy, Growth and Commitment to Thorough Relationships.
How she becomes and moves as a mother focused and Determined.
She will not allow anyone into her world. She demands too much.
She is left alone and loses her Love...She has to go at life alone.
Her friends surround her and encourage her tremendously.
She feeds her ideas and gives her tools to keep on going.
Sarra loves and loathes her father it is what some might say love hate.
She hates and loves his stubbrornness. The father had common sense and controlled mentally.
Her mother had book sense. She couldnt control her and she knew her world was GREAT! She would have to bow down to her Mother.
Her one brother is aloof she loves him so much but he is like her mother distant but close. They both seem omnipresent.
Overprotected but not sheltered. They felt affection as children and this is why they are so secure and self assured.
Working Class. The economic status was poor. Religion is important.
Politics hold the backgrond and influence of whereever you are.
Sarra is slow witted, book smart and good common sense. Intellectual and Street Smarted.
She knows she is smart but knows she is slow witted and that is her duality.
Slow deliberate conversation really goodlistener but can drift and become dreamy sometime.
Love school and everything about it!
Always involved in school!
Connected but not interested only wanted to be in the club and get things done.
She has a law degree.
She is the editor for the New Yorker.
Wants to only write scripts and shoot movies needs to at least option a script.
Travels regularly. Learns cultures abroad and makes new friend for her Global Society Column.
hER DEEpest diisillusion is love in the princess and king world that has yet to exist in her society properly.
The Movie
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I get so weak in the KNEES
If its true what Robert Deniro said in a Bronx Tale about you only get three loves in a lifetime then I have exhausted mine thus the reason why I write because I cant stop loving that. I know it is my way of making music and I never knew until like ten years ago and I just kept on practicing. Now words sound out rhythmically when I put them down and I get chills when I read them back to myself. Thats how love should make you feel..they are carefully chosen or just spewed from some emotional center. Thats whats going on right now...spewing from an emotional center because I am feeling myself right now and I aint on nobodies e pill.
Hell today I am writing rhythmically trying to stay on task since I have a writers circle forming at my home by the bay tomorrow. When I went to Hampton it was the Home by the Sea and extension of me...I love Virginia its for lovers.
Thats where i first made love but this story aint about that it is about the love child that was born, the sacrifice and regaining life finding your greatest potential through it all without need needing or the dependency. I got it today! I am so spurred with creativity that little lag I had earlier in the week is gone. So I am blogging daily, journaling personally and creating that outline to form into that synopsis and giving attention to my first love because it was my first love who told me to write. Guess who? Im writing baby Im writing...this love letter to my love.
Oh life is a wonderful metaphor and I love critics now because I used to hate them but now I know how to deal with it. Correctively, dont ever feel like you cant when you can...Iknow that you can because all you have to do is believe and also enhance but am I getting off track it is like being timid with love. Scared to love to dive right in like most men are not women though so we sacrifice more than they do...thats a theme but we aint talking about that right now...we are talking about writing right now and that is what we will be doing constantly. Paint yourself out the corner and so glad I chose to get out of my box and explore the world taking that change to love and be FREE! For REAL DOE!!!!
Love YOU!
Hell today I am writing rhythmically trying to stay on task since I have a writers circle forming at my home by the bay tomorrow. When I went to Hampton it was the Home by the Sea and extension of me...I love Virginia its for lovers.
Thats where i first made love but this story aint about that it is about the love child that was born, the sacrifice and regaining life finding your greatest potential through it all without need needing or the dependency. I got it today! I am so spurred with creativity that little lag I had earlier in the week is gone. So I am blogging daily, journaling personally and creating that outline to form into that synopsis and giving attention to my first love because it was my first love who told me to write. Guess who? Im writing baby Im writing...this love letter to my love.
Oh life is a wonderful metaphor and I love critics now because I used to hate them but now I know how to deal with it. Correctively, dont ever feel like you cant when you can...Iknow that you can because all you have to do is believe and also enhance but am I getting off track it is like being timid with love. Scared to love to dive right in like most men are not women though so we sacrifice more than they do...thats a theme but we aint talking about that right now...we are talking about writing right now and that is what we will be doing constantly. Paint yourself out the corner and so glad I chose to get out of my box and explore the world taking that change to love and be FREE! For REAL DOE!!!!
Love YOU!
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Whoa!!
I have been watching some film now....I dont know if I can actually stop watching at this point at the speed I am going. I am reading critics and watching all types of genres and things. It is fun I must say. Animation has been quite amusing and even cartoons are the greatest right about now. I have to write about these things and learn some more constantly. I am doing all this to just write. I have plenty of ideas as I organize my thoughts daily, a note here a conversation here. I have to journal those things we talk about. You must know they make for great scene stories. I used to not even listen, how arrogant of me. I didnt know what the fck people were talking about. I do now, there issues and sometimes it is an enlightening conversation or uplifting even. When do you tune out from childhood.
I know this I definitely tuned out but I am tuned in now. Listening to everything so beware. I might just hear you from far away. I am trying to telepathically listen to all your brain waves because everything you say really does matter. WE must know that all of us are really truly connected and can make use of each other in some way shape or form. That is why I am trying to form this film and get it all done in one big spill. I can dig it! My friends are busy I see doing all the great things that they do and I am so proud we are an inspiration. That was a shout out!
...now what was the last thing I watched. Oh Pocahontas it definitely supports the the hegomony mainstream. I found some research material that supports that and as I was watching it it definitely was a retelling of history. Disney tends to do that retell history in a romanticized, fictitous sing songy kind of way. Kids just watch and parents just feed it. I tend to dialogue thereafter but with my girl I am letting her live in an imaginary world, until she asks those questions. Naturally she wants to protect the earth and not conquer it. I just couldnt believe this one was so blatant information against the Native Americans. They have very little justice in this film or Brother Bear, well of course Brother Bear is just about the Bears. Pocahontas is just about the colonizers and their redemption.
You know what I prefer the Incredibles!
I know this I definitely tuned out but I am tuned in now. Listening to everything so beware. I might just hear you from far away. I am trying to telepathically listen to all your brain waves because everything you say really does matter. WE must know that all of us are really truly connected and can make use of each other in some way shape or form. That is why I am trying to form this film and get it all done in one big spill. I can dig it! My friends are busy I see doing all the great things that they do and I am so proud we are an inspiration. That was a shout out!
...now what was the last thing I watched. Oh Pocahontas it definitely supports the the hegomony mainstream. I found some research material that supports that and as I was watching it it definitely was a retelling of history. Disney tends to do that retell history in a romanticized, fictitous sing songy kind of way. Kids just watch and parents just feed it. I tend to dialogue thereafter but with my girl I am letting her live in an imaginary world, until she asks those questions. Naturally she wants to protect the earth and not conquer it. I just couldnt believe this one was so blatant information against the Native Americans. They have very little justice in this film or Brother Bear, well of course Brother Bear is just about the Bears. Pocahontas is just about the colonizers and their redemption.
You know what I prefer the Incredibles!
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